Time’s a healer they say, but as I’ve grown older I don’t think that’s necessarily true. Time may heal an open wound, it may also heal damaged land but there are some things time won’t heal, like the pain you go through after losing a loved one.
Sunday 24th August marked exactly a year since losing a very special friend in my life and when the world lost one of the greatest people I knew.
He was a friend who was honestly always smiling, as I write this his favourite band plays on my iTunes.
God put a smile upon your face, He really did put a smile upon yours.
Every time I think of you, that beautiful, infectious smile of yours makes me smile and fills my eyes with tears.
I wish I could turn back time to let you know how special and treasured you was and still are.
Adem, I can’t remember you ever being upset or seeing you down- that’s so inspiring handsome.
When the tears come streaming down your face cos you lose something you can’t replace, lights will guide you home… I want you to know that you’re thought of every second of every moment of every day.
I’m away as I write and wish I could of been with everyone on Saturday and Sunday. One year on and time hasn’t made it any easier to believe.
Time isn’t a healer, but a movement which forces us to carry on.
Adem, remember our last conversation at Hat’s birthday a few years ago? We spoke for at least an hour about taking photos and you advised me to go up Camden and Brick Lane. A few months back, I did and took almost 200 photos, you were right, I loved it Adz. Every tear, every tear, every teardrop is a waterfall..that’s what it certainly feels like. Adem, I could write all day but I’m lost for words again and I don’t know what to write anymore.
What a blessing it was to know you for as long as I did.
The last time we saw each other was at TGI’s and even at work, you laughed and joked with us. You’re in my heart, thoughts and prayers always. Love you always my dear friend..
Cey
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